Time (Random Poet I wrote in my 2nd year #2)

Time...
Could you give me some of your time?
Your time from 24 hours a day
Your time from 7 days a week
Your time for one day in life
Just to be with me... and only me
and you... just you.
I don't mind waiting
But I want these little time to be spent with me
To fill this longing heart
To take away emptiness within me
I'm lonely
In this very big world
I almost lost
In my deep loneliness
No one would care if I ...
(Last word still waiting to fill till I'm fed up being lonely)

I wrote this poet also in my 2nd year as an English student of Mulawarman University. This poet was my feeling that time. And now I think I have found the right words to fill the last line. It was when I finally brave enough to ended it and I felt so much better than before to release all that burdened me... and I am so much happier now, thousand times, or maybe millions billions zillions time happier!!!!  ;)

Random poet I wrote in my 2nd year #1

All surrounding me is black
It's empty place in empty mind
I don't think about anyone
'coz no one think of me
I go now and then
to find for happiness
which buried so deep inside of me
I've forgotten
How does it feel
Since no one comes to me and wipe my tears
I just can find myself
Whining and crying for some happy feeling

This is my poet, I wrote this poet in my second year as an English student. Hehehehe.... My grammar is kind of ... errr.. hahaha error!!! Laughing out loud* So maybe I should re-write this poet with some of grammar correction and modification ;)

All surrounding me is black
It's an empty place in an empty mind
I do not think of anyone
'coz no one one think of me
I'm searching for happiness
Which buried so deep inside of me
I forgot how does it feel
Since no one comes to me and wipes my tears
I just can find myself
Whining and crying for some happiness

I don't have any intention to give a lot of changes in this poet, :D I just made some grammatical correction to any grammatical error I've made before, and this poet also didn't have any title, so I just give the title with the poet I wrote in my 2nd year #1 ^^

Simple Onion Rings by cici

Berawal dari 'ngidam' kepengen home made onion rings jadilah kikok browsing2 resepnya,, haha eh bukan ngidam lah,, lagi pengen aja ;) So, I found 2 recipes, one is using eggs in its batter, the other is not using any eggs in its batter. I chose the second one. So here it is,, resep onion rings sederhana....

Bahan-bahan:

1 bawang bombay sedang/besar
1 cup tepung terigu (all purpose flour)
1 mangkuk air es untuk merendam bawang
1 cup air es untuk adonan
1 sdt garam
1/2 sdt baking soda
1/2 sdt perenyah untuk makanan
1/2 pack bread crumbs
Minyak untuk menggoreng

Sediakan semua bahan2 yang dibutuhkan, pake bread crumbs atau nggak, itu optional kok, ga pake bread crumbs juga enak2 aja tuh,, :D tapi kikok bikin 2 versi, pake crumbs dan nggak pake :)

 Ketahuan dah kidalnya yang punya blog, pisaunya di sebelah kiri :p hehe, potong2 bawang bombay selebar kurang lebih 1 cm... pilih bawang bombay yang besar atau sedang

 Setelah dipotong2, buka lapisan2 bawang satu-persatu,,,,dan masukkan ke dalam wadah / mangkuk

 Setelah itu isi mangkuk dengan air es hingga seluruh permukaan bawang terendam, rendam dengan air es selama 20-30 menit, gunanya agar onion rings crispy,,, :D

Setelah itu, siapkan bahan untuk adonan. Masukkan 1 cup tepung terigu, 1 sdt garam, 1 sdt merica, 1/2 baking soda, 1/2 perenyah makanan ke dalam satu wadah. Aduk2 hingga merata.

Setelah itu tambahkan 1 cup air es ke dalam wadah. Aduk2 sampai adonan tercampur rata. Kenapa menggunakan air es? Menurut sumber yang kikok baca, air es bisa mengurangi peresapan minyak pada proses penggorengan ^^

Saat adonan telah siap, buang air es yang digunakan untuk merendam bawang tadi. Keringkan bawang dengan tisu dapur.

Buka 1 pack bread crumbs, tuangkan pada wadah datar. Lalu susun seperti pada gambar di atas, bawang bombay, adonan tepung, lalu bread crumbs.

Satu-persatu masukkan cincin2 bawang tadi ke dalam adonan dengan menggunakan garpu atau sumpit

Setelah dicelupkan ke adonan, cincin2 bawang tersebut kemudian diletakkan di atas wadah berisi bread crumbs dan dibolak-balik sampai seluruh bagian cincin tertutup bread crumbs

Goreng onion rings dengan minyak yang panas tapi hati-hati karena onion rings ini cepat sekali matangnya, tak perlu menunggu waktu lama. so hati2 ya friends, awas gosong! :p

Soal bread crumbs, kikok nyoba 2 versi onion rings. Yang satu pake bread crumbs yang satunya lagi ga pake. :D kelihatan di gambar, yg pake crumbs agak keriting2 gmn gitu permukaannya kalo yang ga pake crumbs permukaannya mulus hehehe :D oiya onion rings ini sesudah diangkat dari penggorengan harus ditiriskan dulu minyaknya, gunanya agar crispy nya awet D

Saat seluruh minyak di onion ring sudah ditiriskan, masukkan onion ring ke dalam wadah tapi sebelumnya lapisi wadah dengan tisu dapur guna menyerap sisa-sisa minyak yang masih ada...

Ini nih penampakan onion rings yang ga pake crumbs,,, :D it tastes so crispy loh, so yummy juga,,,, :D

just stopping by~

Uwaaah,,, long time no see u my blog,,,, I miss u so d*mn much :3

I've been very busy recently, the teaching in home activity has made me turned out to a beezy busy girl. Moreover I'm still fighting to finish my thesis by the end of this month. So, can u imagine how busy I am now? heheee,,,, ^^ But today I will spend a few time on my sunny Sunday morning to write again.

I'm on a tight schedule, I have an obligation to finish my thesis this month,,, T_T or at least at the beginning of June. I don't know if I will have a chance to finish it. But as my 2 friends, Yuna and Kyou said, Let's fighting till the very end. So, I keep my spirit. FIGHT!!!

So to release the tension of the deadline, I take my time to imagine how in July 3rd, I will be in Jekardaaah,,,, hoho I mean Jakarta. I will meet my sweetie pie there, and having a vacation. After having such imagination, I usually get my spirit back, how I love u so much Reza~

And,,, what else? This month, on May 31st we will celebrate our 1st year anniversary!!!! Oh wow! one year has passed. But unfortunately we can't celebrate it together because I'm still busy with my thesis stuff and he is busy too with his study. So, we're going to celebrate it together by PHONE as usual, like when we celebrated out 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th month and so on.

But it's okay, we have been used to this situation. All that we both sure is that everything is going to be nice and sweet when the time is right. ^^ we believe in that and we live in that faithfull commitment.

Okay back to my teaching in home matter, every Friday I usually give my students a fun coloring time. They are so happy with that. And this is some photo from the Fun Friday activity on last Friday ^^

Nana and Dilla with their Hello Kity coloring page ^^

Radit, Aidil, and Mamat hahaha

Haha,,,me with my unfinished Hello Kity xDD

wanna eat pavlova so much!

Recently I've been so obsessed to some of foreign recipes I've seen on TV or on the internet. But unfortunately, I have no idea about how to find the ingredients to the recipes here in Samarinda, yeah the place I live is not a really big city. But perhaps I will roaming through all of supermarket or stores in this city to find the ingredients. The recipes which I'd like to try are maccaroon, pavlova, cheesecake, choco fudge,and many others. I am so curious about pavlova, it is like a meringue cookie but it is big.

Oh my GOD, I really want to try eating it!!! It's like this cake will melt in your mouth! yummm~

Big Supporters Deserve a Big Team

Persisam met Persiram again on the 2nd leg of the Indonesia Super League 2011/2012 in Segiri Samarinda. But unfortunately, the match ended with a draw score after Persisam was leading the match 2-1 until the two minutes additional time given by the referee. The match was obviously disappointing. For Pusamania, of course this was not the result they wanted. I believe that they deserved to see more than win result. 

Last night, actually was the moment for Persisam to give their birthday present for Pusamania. On 9th April 2012, Pusamania had their 18th anniversary. For such an old supporters group which has a large members, they deserved more than win result as their birthday present. I myself was very disappointed with Persisam last night. We have won in the normal time 2x45 minutes, unfortunately the result was changed at the very end of the match, in minute 91. 

Is it wrong for the supporters to have a positive expectation from their supported team? Quoting from my friend Reno's tweet: Klub lain sibuk rombak tim, kita masih terjebak di kepentingan orang lain. Kita lupa ada yang lebih penting dari kepentingan PSSI, kita lupa dengan tim kita sendiri. Demi kepentingan nasional tapi tim sendiri terabaikan. Ironis. (Translation: While other clubs are busy to evaluate and reform their team, we still trapped in other people's matter. We forgot that there is a more important thing than just PSSI matter, we forgot about our own team. For the sake of national matter, but our team itself was neglected. Ironic.)

And also my friend Dhani's bbm status update which said: "Aku ga mau Persisam sekedar eksis di ISL, aku mau Persisam bersaing di papan atas dan bersaing di tangga juara. Bisa ga ya? #suara hati suporter"

(Translation: I don't want Persisam just showing their existence in ISL, what I really want is that Persisam can really compete in the top 10 or 5 of the standing, and compete to be the champion of ISL. Can we? #voice of supporter)

Both of these friends of mine represent exactly what I think of Persisam today. I disappointed, I am sad, I am angry. But I don't know that am I even has a right to voice my voice? This voice. The voice of supporters who buy their ticket to see a good result, the supporters who fight for their team to death, the supporters who get wet under the rain and get burnt under the sun. The supporters who save their pocket money to buy the expensive ticket. 

I don't know which party should be blame over this ironic drama in The Theater of Hell. Should this home become our own grave? Pusamania have done a lot so that they can get acknowledgement in front of all Indonesian supporters groups and even to the supporters groups in another fellow country. But why the team can't? where is the commitment at the beginning of the league which said Persisam is targeting first position at the end of ISL 2011/2012??? 

But I can blame no one for no one seems to have a responsibility over this disaster. Well, all I can do is pray pray and pray. For my one beloved football club, my hometown pride, PERSISAM PUTRA SAMARINDA.

puppy loves >< mature love

Bagi yang pernah pacaran, pasti pernah ngerasain yang namanya cemburu, berantem, dan lain2 kan. Well, dalam masa pacaran sebenarnya cukup normal jika terjadi perselisihan entah karena cemburu, atau hal2 kecil sampai besar lainnya. Karena tujuan dari pacaran itu sendiri ialah untuk saling mengenal lebih jauh antara sepasang laki2 dan perempuan. Apalagi kalau sepasang kekasih itu sudah sama2 dewasa, dan mungkin mereka memutuskan untuk menikah. Masa pacaran bisa jadi cukup membantu bagi mereka untuk saling mengenal karakter masing2, jadi bukan hanya ketertarikan fisik yang dipertimbangkan. Karena untuk menikah, seseorang harus memiliki pertimbangan yang lebih dari sekedar masalah fisik.
Karakter dan sifat seseorang juga biasanya dijadikan patokan dalam memilih pasangan. Tentunya hal ini mungkin tidak terlalu berlaku bagi adik2 kita yang masih duduk di bangku sekolah yang 'baru' mengenal cinta. Meskipun ada juga di antara anak2 sekolah yang sudah dewasa sebelum waktunya dan mereka itu sangat memahami dan mungkin sangat serius dalam menjalin hubungan cinta dengan pasangannya. Well, that's normally for high schoolers to have two or more puppy loves when they're in school... :p
Tapi untuk laki2 dan perempuan yang lebih dewasa seperti usia 19 tahun sampai 28 tahun, biasanya mereka memiliki pertimbangan yang lebih. Mereka juga normalnya berpikir panjang dalam menentukan siapa yang seharusnya jadi pacarnya. Tujuan pacaran bagi mereka yang berusia seperti ini lebih dari sekedar nomat setiap hari senin di 21, photobox berdua sama pacar, pergi ke festival2 band, dll. Bagi mereka pacaran adalah sharing (berbagi), mereka mulai dapat berbagi segala sesuatu dengan pacarnya, curhat mengenai masalah hidup yang lebih kompleks, dan bagi yang berumur di atas 21-22 mungkin mulai bisa membicarakan mengenai rencana mereka ke depannya.
Mereka merencanakan segala sesuatu untuk masa depannya, mereka mulai bisa mengkomunikasikan masalah keuangan pribadi dengan pacarnya. Kalau pacarannya anak sekolahan, mungkin anti ya bagi si cowok yang notabene masih 'menadah' tangan ke orang tua untuk bilang ke si pacar bahwa dia lagi bokek, tengsin abis tuh. hehehe. Sedangkan bagi mereka yang sudah mulai memasuki usia matang, si pacar bisa saja bilang ke si cewek, 'yank, kita shopping nya bulan depan aja yah,aku kemaren habis servis komputer aku, ga tau nih ada aja sih rusaknya. Sekarang kita nonton dulu aja yah cantik.' dan si cewek pun biasanya akan maklum dengan keadaan si cowok (terkecuali kalau ceweknya matre yah. hihi). Si perempuan tidak akan bilang, 'ah payah banget kamu yank, masa cuma nonton sih, kan kamu janji mau beliin aku high heel baru.' :p Perempuan yang lebih dewasa akan dengan mudah setuju dengan ajakan pacarnya, karena ia sendiri paham bahwa hidup itu keras, mencari uang itu sulit bung :D
Akan tetapi semua ilustrasi di atas tidak bisa di stereo type kan kepada semua orang yah, banyak juga orang yang behave tidak sesuai dengan umurnya. Misalnya, anak SMA yang sudah memahami cara pikir orang dewasa dan tidak memandang pacaran hanya dari senang2nya saja atau sebaliknya masih ada juga perempuan dewasa yang bersikap kekanakan dan tidak mampu mentolerir setiap kesalahan dari pasangannya, atau tidak mampu menerima kekurangan dari pacarnya itu. Misalnya, perempuan dewasa yang masih suka ngambek kalau nggak dibelanjain atau dibeliin sepatu, baju, atau tas baru padahal si pacar lagi mengalami krisis ekonomi :p hayooo siapa yang masih suka begitu? Kikok sih nggak,,,,, tanya aja Reza :*
Kalau prinsip kikok sih, memang ga salah kalau cowok ngebelanjain ceweknya but not for me. Kikok lebih senang mendapatkan segala sesuatu dengan duit sendiri daripada duit pacar. Kenapa? Karena kalau dibiasakan, mungkin pacar bisa aja berpikiran kalau kita matre. Dan yang paling malesin yah, kalau lagi berantem terus paling parah putusan, tapi handphone yang kita pake itu dibeliin pacar, ih gengsi dong yah. Si cowok pasti juga males untuk nagih barang2 yang udah dia kasih ke si cewek. Tapi si cewek apa masih mau tampil wah tapi dengan barang pemberian mantan? -_-" Mending juga dibeli sendiri, bisa lebih mandiri juga kan. Nah lain halnya kalau sudah menikah, baru deh suami WAJIB menafkahi apa saja kebutuhan istrinya ;)
Well, segitu dulu deh, ntar kalau ada waktu disambung lagi.. mau main castleville dulu :p